Every Time I Write

Every time I write, I try to write a poem;

it's a way of living inside this crazy drawing

that one might label as 'life'.

Every time we talk, I end up upset.

I told you: Stop being an insecure brat!

You live a tough life, but it's as much as you get,

so make it worthy, or go fuck yourself.

I spent my time, energy and words

to motivate you to talk to her,

yet you kept sitting on your butt

and doing almost nothing that pays off. 

I turned off my phone, empathy and will.

Nobody needs me. 

For the first time, it's a thrill.