Friday, July 24, 2020

Toxic Bitch

A toxic bitch I have to call my own
shits all over the protected zone.
Yesterday, when she couldn't enter,
the neighbours called the animal shelter.
I said: 'Take her; let me have my peace!'
but was told I have to keep the bitch...
'She has nowhere to go.' What about her friend?
And the dog that can't fuck her 'cause she fucks herself?
I suppose she'll get them when my lungs explode
and the flowers in my garden lose all hope.

Thursday, July 23, 2020

My Baby

My baby says she loves me almost every day,
but then she goes and hurts me in her old way.

She will never love me, and if I accept that,
I'll never love anybody as much as I love myself.

She is insecure and cannot accept herself,
so she thinks pushing me away is for the best.

She will never love me, and if I accept that,
I'll never love anybody as much as I love myself.

I try to be patient and not ask her to get better,
because she's not ready to move up that ladder,
but I'm just a human; I share my home with her.
Seeing her so lost makes me want to fight instead of her.
She says it's impossible. Although she's lying,
I don't want to be another reason why she's crying.

She will never love me, and if I accept that,
I'll never love anybody as much as I love myself.