My Sister

If my sister had taken out the trash, 

I wouldn't have gone out today.

If my sister knew math, 

Angela would never come my way.

If my sister loved me more,

I wouldn't turn to wishing well.

If my sister was less distant,

I wouldn't be quite myself.

The Sun

The sun has seen me loving you. 

The sun has seen me try again.

The sun witnessed blurry thoughts

and the wishes I forgot. 

The sun has seen me touching you.

The sun has seen me shy and weak.

The sun has seen me begging you

to give life another chance

and try not to fall again.

The sun has seen it all...

The sun has seen me close my eyes,

turn my back and move along.

The sun knows that, since then,

I don't know what love is for... 

The sun has seen me grow up strong,

determined and serious,

unwilling to give it all up

for another memory with you. 

The sun has seen it all... 

How to Mend a Broken Heart

Move a 1000 km south 

from the place of pain.

Surround yourself with other hearts

that have things to sort out.

Feed your heart music, 

stories and chocolate.

Bathe it in Aegan sea. 

Dress it in wineyard leaves.

Sooner than later, you'll accept your fate

and smile, as the Greek sun fades away.

Every Time I Write

Every time I write, I try to write a poem;

it's a way of living inside this crazy drawing

that one might label as 'life'.

Every time we talk, I end up upset.

I told you: Stop being an insecure brat!

You live a tough life, but it's as much as you get,

so make it worthy, or go fuck yourself.

I spent my time, energy and words

to motivate you to talk to her,

yet you kept sitting on your butt

and doing almost nothing that pays off. 

I turned off my phone, empathy and will.

Nobody needs me. 

For the first time, it's a thrill.

Cannot Talk to Her Unless She's Alone

I questioned her about rock,

Germany and mom;

whilst denying guilt,

she felt troublesome.

I told her she's been doing crack

when she was fourteen;

her biggest fear is being deaf

where there's so much to hear. 

Her best friend - a criminal's son;

with him, she wasn't going far.

Outside she was suffocating,

inside she was numb.

I was so convincing! She could have bought it all!

But when she turned around,

she was not alone.

Socks In Bed

Get yourself a date with possibility.

If you get scared, wear socks to bed.

My aunt taught me: 

Thursdays are for relaxation,

on weekends chase your dreams,

and Mondays are for picking the wrong deal.

No Such Thing

I blame dad for manipulation

and emotional abuse.

I blame grandma for interrupting

when I'm speaking the truth.

I blame middle school

for calling me a fool

and I blame the world I know

for not being my support,

but there's no such thing as support

when you're insecure.

Ložim se na idiote

Ložim se na idiote

koji samo sebe vole;

tretiraju me kao roba, 

smešna im je moja borba.

Ložim se na debile

koji večito za nešto cvile;

kako zinu - lažu, 

a ja im čuvam stražu.

Ložim se na akrepe

koji traže da im ljubim dupe;

gledaju me sa visine

i šire glasine.

Ložim se na kretene

koji prave probleme;

krv mi piju, meso jedu,

sve, samo da me zajebu!

Što se, bar, ne ložim na majmune,

da mogu u Lazu da me zatvore...

The Opposite of a Kiss

Instead of growing up strong,
you grew up weak, ugly and sick.
We sat in front of our primary school;
you picked up a stick and showed me a trick.

I said I've never kissed before.

With a steel paddle I play ping pong,
a game you pick when we're in public.
I wouldn't want to come off as cruel,
but such a cynic guilts too quick!

A day will come when I'll learn to say no.

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